Who are you, really?

I don’t hate you.

I concluded that for two reasons. First, I never loved you that much. Second, I prefer facing my troubles alone so I never needed you beside when that time comes.  I may not be as caring as you are, but I am true with every word and action in dealing with you.  I may not say a word to you, but you won’t hear from anyone I said about you. I may have said words that hurt you. It is because I am ignorant of how you truly feel.  What is more hurting? Hearing from a person personally where you can defend yourself or being disrespected to know it from others?

But, as friendly and loving as I know you, you  could have forgiven me for acting the way I am.

So, you can forgive yourself too. Everyone knows how thoughtful, caring, fun, forgiving, cool and friendly you are. Being otherwise to me at my lowest time will not make any difference how they know you. So, don’t defend yourself. And try not to hurt yourself for acting differently now.  Just act the way you are: thoughtful, fun, forgiving, cool and friendly.

I am happier seeing the person I used to know.